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I actually can not remember the last time I livejournaled ( it's a verb now). I could look back at the tiny little date on my last post, but that would ruin my opening sentence. ( The one where I say " I actually can not remember the last time I livejournaled ( it's a verb now)".
I guess the reason I have not written in so long is because I have had nothing to say.
Life has been quite unexciting and my writing has been lacking.
But I do have something to say now. ( Kinda)
Okay so it is 1:57 and I am sitting in my room thinking about things that I like to think about sometimes like the world and time, dreams, people and the way they work. Those sort of things.
I am wondering if what I do in the next five minutes is going to affect anyone?
If I decide to leave my book on a park bench one day, will some one find it and will it change them?
Do my actions having a ripple affect, strengthen the idea of god or weaken it?
Is agnostic really something that religion should look down upon? Am I an agnostic? No one can prove that god exists, so shouldn't we all be?
It scares me that I understand atheism. It is easier to not believe in god then to believe that god can do horrible things. It does not scare me because I think not believing in god is wrong, it scares me because believing in god has been a huge part of my life. If I can not rely on some force, whatever it might be, then the world as I know it is different. Or maybe I am scared because no god means that my life is the way it is because I made it this way.
Everything that happens to me, is on my own accord. There is no bigger picture.
But not beleiving gives me the chance to change my destiny right? Are destiny and god two seperate things? Can I believe in one and not the other?
How does it work?
People have let me down recently. They are too busy worrying baout themselves and not bisy enough worrying about the world. Look what we are turning into. Some people think we are on the right track, I disagree. With each egenration things get worse and worse and the next generaton has to pay.
Or do they create it?
Why can't people realize that the world can only survive if they are willing to sacrifice a little for mankind.
Say hello to someone when you walk down the street, remember the nice things that people do,when they do them and pay it forward.
Am I stupid to think that the world can ever pic itself out of this funk , and build up instead of falling deeper and deeper.
As the generations get older good things come too, but at what price?
True things ar enot perfect in every generation, but can we fix the bad and keep the good. People are losing respect fo others and respect for themsleves. How can we fix it?
Sometimes I wish that we could all runaway into a fairytale, to bad life does not work like that.
I guess the reason I have not written in so long is because I have had nothing to say.
Life has been quite unexciting and my writing has been lacking.
But I do have something to say now. ( Kinda)
Okay so it is 1:57 and I am sitting in my room thinking about things that I like to think about sometimes like the world and time, dreams, people and the way they work. Those sort of things.
I am wondering if what I do in the next five minutes is going to affect anyone?
If I decide to leave my book on a park bench one day, will some one find it and will it change them?
Do my actions having a ripple affect, strengthen the idea of god or weaken it?
Is agnostic really something that religion should look down upon? Am I an agnostic? No one can prove that god exists, so shouldn't we all be?
It scares me that I understand atheism. It is easier to not believe in god then to believe that god can do horrible things. It does not scare me because I think not believing in god is wrong, it scares me because believing in god has been a huge part of my life. If I can not rely on some force, whatever it might be, then the world as I know it is different. Or maybe I am scared because no god means that my life is the way it is because I made it this way.
Everything that happens to me, is on my own accord. There is no bigger picture.
But not beleiving gives me the chance to change my destiny right? Are destiny and god two seperate things? Can I believe in one and not the other?
How does it work?
People have let me down recently. They are too busy worrying baout themselves and not bisy enough worrying about the world. Look what we are turning into. Some people think we are on the right track, I disagree. With each egenration things get worse and worse and the next generaton has to pay.
Or do they create it?
Why can't people realize that the world can only survive if they are willing to sacrifice a little for mankind.
Say hello to someone when you walk down the street, remember the nice things that people do,when they do them and pay it forward.
Am I stupid to think that the world can ever pic itself out of this funk , and build up instead of falling deeper and deeper.
As the generations get older good things come too, but at what price?
True things ar enot perfect in every generation, but can we fix the bad and keep the good. People are losing respect fo others and respect for themsleves. How can we fix it?
Sometimes I wish that we could all runaway into a fairytale, to bad life does not work like that.
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